I can’t explain fully what depression feels like but I’m going to try.
It’s like that sore feeling you get in the back of your throat when holding back your tears swallowing them.
It’s this knot in your stomach that hurts everyday all day.
You don’t think your worthless it’s knowing you are.
It’s this voice that taps you on your shoulder and whispers in your ear, explaining to you how no one will ever love you.
When you have an ember a glimpse a taste of happiness it disappears so fast. As again you don’t think you deserve it, you know you don’t.